So why Neocities?

To be quite honest, I have no fucking idea. After I deleted my reddit account I suddenly get hit with a very large bout of loneliness. Not that reddit had really done anything to combat that, if you want to know true loneliness try to have a conversation in reddit comments. Ill be shocked if you get more than a single reply by each person. No, it hit me in a way that made me realize that I was always lonely, its just I could ignore it by telling myself the borderline psychotic replies I would get on reddit and other social media sites are somehow a replacement for genuine human interaction. I know that I wont find much interaction here, but that's not the point of this. The point of this is to convince myslef that someone is actually going out of there way to see the things ive created, rather then a bunch of semi consious middleschoolers downvoting my post and calling me a nigger.

So to put it bluntly and in a way that doesn't seem like the ramblings of an idiot, I'm making this for me. To broadcast my voice in a way that doesn't make me disheartened everytime I open my mouth. Don't expect much because I will not provide much. maybe i'll continue to update this, maybe I won't, maybe I'll change the host, maybe I won't, maybe someone will listen, but no one will care.

Welcome to my blog.